♥ That Beautiful Insanity™ ♥

2010-12-29T10:33:00.003+08:00

Seth is turning 6months old soon!
He greeted Daddy & I good morning today
by flipping over & shouting at us in his crib.
It was REALLLLY CUTE & heartwarming
to see that happen 1st thing in the morn.
(:
Babies grow up real fast dont they?

2010-11-16T11:03:00.006+08:00

SETH TURNS 4~~years(NOT)~~ MONTHS TODAY!!

-Loves to eat his drumstick(Fist)
-Likes to pull out his own pacifier then cry v loudly
-Tried holding his own milk bottle by himself:D
-Tries to sit upright
-Firm with holding head up alr! :D
-Able to turn to side BUT not flip yet
-Grabs my face, my hair & toys in a VERY rough manner
-Loves to scream & shout when he's excited
-Hates it when we shampoo his hair :(
-Talk in baby language a lot (:

Wheeeeee

In the water bio-ing baby girls

Bio until liu ko shui -_____-

'I NEVER BIO GIRLS....... *Angry*'

Hohoho!
Mummy loves you! <3

Haiz, so dark one.ZZZ

2010-11-14T02:09:00.009+08:00

Pls ignore repeats!
Selling these used items at cheapcheap price!
TAG IF YOU WANT ANYTHING!

All necklace for $2-$3.
All casing for $1-$5.
Wallet for $8.
Camera is $30.
(No charger. There's a dot on the screen)
Ipod classic is $230.
(80GB)

2010-11-11T18:23:00.010+08:00

Drool drool drool

Looking scared

His face can more excited a bit

So I see....
My tagboard is filled with non-existent pp.
Sianz.
Maybe I'll reply em when Im bored.
HAHA
Actually..
yea, that's what im gonna do.
Had a weird dream last night.
But pretty good la.
Cause cause cause..
I dreamt of Hyori Lee(My long lost sis- Yaa right).
Like, wth.
But NICE.
At least I met her IN MY DREAMS.
& then there are my sec sch mates :D
& erm... Cindy Teo(teacher)
LOL.
Anyway,
YAY!!!! A levels started alr!
Which means, it's gonna end soon!
Thick skin de me can then invite friends
over ~~everyday~~ to accompany me!
Wheeeeehooo!
JIA YOU & ALL THE BEST TO ALL YOU
OUT THERE TAKING As THIS YEAR!
:D GOGO~~powerranger~~GO!

2010-10-26T10:58:00.003+08:00

Tried to let him hold his bottle by himself.. Not too bad for awhile..

Then he start to use it to poke his face, his nose, cheeks..
He got v irritated in the end. =/
HAHAHAHA

2010-09-27T12:24:00.002+08:00

Baby Seth

Baby Ernest

Dont they look like photocopies?!
Now I know how Seth's gonna look like when he's 1year old.
LOL

Seth's 2mths old!

2010-09-16T13:55:00.004+08:00

YAY!
Seth is 2mths old!
Time flies.
Felt as though it was ytd that I 1st brought him home.
LOL.
Will be flying off to phil tonight.
Will be missing my lil boy so much.
Hope he will miss me tooo. =/

2010-09-13T15:57:00.003+08:00

Check out my super chui face.. lol

Random;
I miss my secondary school & Millennia friends so much.
Drifted apart from my sec sch friends ever since I went into MI.
Ive been missing em ever since before.
But, last night I kept thinking & thinking about the fun times we had.
If I could turn back time, I wouldnt change anything
except for appearing for all their meet ups.
I really thank God for all my wonderful friends.
Anyway, have been blog hopping while carrying Seth everyday.
I think I ran out of blogs to read alr.
LOL.
But I wont be bored.
Because.........
Seth's gonna wake up very soon again.
HAHA
Side track.
Will be flying to Philippine on Thurs midnight.
I'll be missing my lil babehhh.
A short trip..
But hopefully, a refreshing trip!
zzz

2010-09-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

All swaddled up equals HAPPINESS!

Taking pic of me? *Wave wave*

O.O!

hehehe >.<

Still taking??

Stop it!! If not, Im gg to cry alrrr ='(

Finally.

2010-09-01T13:32:00.002+08:00

Chose Maclaren(5.5kg) over Quinny(12kg!!)
Anyway!
Smth fuunnny happened.
Seth blew a hugee bubble (with his saliva)
& was shock when it burst.
LOL!!
His expression was uberrrr CUTEXZ!!!!
My Silly Boy. ♥

2010-08-29T19:08:00.001+08:00

Maclaren or Quinny?
That is the question..

2010-08-23T12:33:00.002+08:00

Step Up 3D is AWESOME Ive to say!!!
They were TOTALLY dancing INFRONT of me.
I think I had best view of the stage.
-_______-
hahaha
I really love it.
Though the storyline was.. yea, cliche.
But, the dance moves & effects made up for it.
(:
Love it love it love it!
I feel like taking up dance classes again.
(As if Ive time)
Couldnt stop thinking abt the movie for 2days. LOL.
Now Im back to normal.
It's Monday again!
Im alone with my lil darling again.
But Im slowly enjoying it.(:
I cant stop disturbing him now~
Muahahahahahah!!
Anyways,
darling will be having his 6-in-1 jab this coming Fri.
Hope he wont get fever after that.
*AMEN*!
hohoho~

2010-08-17T15:47:00.003+08:00

:( Seth cries a lot from 11am-3pm.
he doesnt sleep much during this timing..
He cry & cry & cry until I feel like crying with him.
Carrying him, swaying him & all doesnt soothe him at all.
Only when I talk to him he listen awhile, frown somemore..
then cry again -____________-'
Imagine this happening non stop for 4hrs.
Think he's really uncomfy due to colic.
Hope he's not having constipation.
Sigh.. :(
I love to see Seth smiling when he's sleeping.
Hope the colic issue will go away real soon.

ZzzZzzzZZzzZZZzzZzz

♥Mummy's lil darling♥

2010-08-16T16:18:00.014+08:00

Seth @ Newborn ♥

-Drinks 60ml after being discharged from Mt Alv.
-120ml after 3weeks.
-On a 3hrly feeding schedule(Most of the time earlier).
-Frowns, smiles & laughs while in lalaland.
-Listens & stares at you when you're talking to him/making noise.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Seth @ 1 Month ♥

-Drinks 120ml.
-Sometimes 150ml when he's hungry.
-On a 3hrly feeding schedule(Most of the time earlier).
-Frowns, smiles & laughs while in lalaland.
-Doesnt really like to be swaddled( =/ I thought all babies like it).
-Obvious facial expression when he's doing his big business.
-Makes funny noises.
-Pushes milk bottle away when he doesnt want milk anymore (.__.')
-Listens & stares at you when you're talking to him/making noise.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Time flies!
It's been 1month since I gave birth to Seth.
It feels so fast yet slow.
(Imagine me doing the same thing everyday)
But, I pray that Seth will continue growing strong & healthy!
AMEN! (:
AH BUU LOVES YOU!
☺♥☺

Ohoh,
I realise ONE thing.
Pp that knows me tend to say Seth looks like my Hubby.
Pp that knows Ernest tend to say Seth looks like me.
AN ZUA AH NEH KUAN LEH?!
But then.. all's cool!
Cause that means,
HE LOOKS LIKE THE BOTH OF US! :D

2010-08-12T10:16:00.003+08:00

Hello hello @ 1016am.
LOL.
Hubby went to work abt an hour ago.
Fed Seth his milk abt an hour ago.
Here Im blogging after an hour.
Haha!
Seth is turning 1mth old in another 4days!
WHEEEEEEEEE~
which means, confinement is ending soon~
But then again,
i confine like machiam no confine.
I shower, I eat rubbish, drink rubbish, go outdoors,
pretty much broke every rule.
So, I think i didnt do confinement at all. =/
How to dont shower & then everyday carry & hug baby leh?
I think all the kutus will fall onto his face.
LOL.
Thus, I went ahead to shower after a few days when discharged from Mt Alv.
I TRIED to use the powdered shampoo..
BUT, OMG.
Yes, it helps ur hair LOOK less oily.
BUT!! When u touch or scratch ur head..
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeews to the max.
Can scratch out 1 white ball of dirt.
(Ok, exaggerated much)
Hence, I decided to shower!
& it's e best feeling in the world. lol.
Things are getting better.. (I think)
Im getting use to life with Seth bit by bit.
By that, I mean sacrificing loadsa time & sleep.
When he cries/screams, I panick less. (Which is good)
But still, there's a lot more for me to learn & experience.
So, jyjy!
Right now, idk to try to take a nap
OR
do housework until he wakes up for his next feeding.
Which I think is soon..
(His feeding time is very messy now)
& he's making noises while sleeping now..
Meaning, he's gonna wake up soon~
I better get some rest.
Everyone's falling sick.
My gastric flu has gotten better but still dont wanna go away.
GET WELL SOON! to all that's ill.
Buhhhbyeeees!

♥

2010-08-10T16:14:00.002+08:00

Ive been up since 950am till now,
done quite a lot.
Washed clothes, feed him, change him & pat him to lalaland..
im multitasking now~
carrying him while blogging.
Watching him slp is so enjoyable..
every lil expression he makes never fails to bring a smile across my face.
I wish ive this much energy during night feedings.
Night time is still a struggle for me.
(Who doesnt need to slp)
Soo..
Jia you jia you to me at night.
Every night, i cant help but to kickkick hubby to wake up
when Seth cries.
ZzZzzZZzZzz.
I needa stop doing that & start waking up!
Jyjy.
Anywayzx,
this Sun will be my darl's 1 mth baby shower!
May everything go smoothly!
♥♥♥

2010-08-08T17:02:00.007+08:00

Mummy.. Can I box you??

Time to change diaper ah?

Waitwait!! I got more poop! *Gekkkk*

Uhhh.. hehehe.. Can change alr, can change alr. :D

Wheeee, pi gu shuang shuang~

But then, Mummy.. Can stop taking pics not??

Thank you. K.O.. ZzZZzZz

♥♥♥

2010-08-08T13:59:00.006+08:00

Arent I sucha lil angel? (:

But hey.. WHEN'S MY MILK COMING?!

Seth has upgraded from crying for milk to SCREAMING for milk!
His scream is enough to make you jump up from your slp.
Horrible.
Worse of all,
he starts to SCREAM earlier & earlier each time.
He use to be on a 3hours interval feeding schedule..
now, it turned into every 2hours.
& he's drinking 120ml.
o.O
Is that too much?
Im really not too sure.
But anything lesser, he doesnt seem satisfied.
Wo bu zhi dao~
Nvm, as long as he's happy & growing means correct alr.
I wish he'll stop SCREAMING for milk.
lalala~
Side track a bit,
my gastric flu's getting better I guess.
But still, it hurts occasionally when I miss my medication.
Not fun at all.
Thank Goodness tmr is National Day!
So, my mum is off~
So, she can help me if I dont feel so well.. (:
Last thur was horrible.
My insides were squeezing like mad.
It's like cramp in the whole upper stomach.
Text hubby to come home..
Cause I cant even stand up properly.
Seth was super active that day & I had to try to carry him
with that squeezing pain.
Bet he felt as uncomfy as I am.
Hubby came home, brought me to dr.
Dr asked if I wanted injection or oral tablets..
Stupidly I said tablets. (phobia of injections)
So I had to bare with the pain for until the tablet takes effect.
Whereas, injection gives instant relief._.'
Until now, as Im typing..
I can still feel that squeezing discomfort.
But thankfully it's not AS PAIN alr.
Pheww~
I pray hard that I will NOT have anymore illness knocking on my door.
*Amen*
Ok,
I better go heat up Seth's milk before he screams.
Much love, ♥

2010-08-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

Dwn with gastric fluu..
new sickness every week..
cool~
zzz

2weeks 5days old

2010-08-04T19:19:00.003+08:00

OINK.
I think Ive recovered fully!
No more headaches!
Thank God! :D
Anyway,
I think im paranoid or smth.
There are lil pics for now,
because i wanna take pictures of Seth with my cam
(got flash mah)
BUT, i dont dare YET.
I scared the flash is too much for him now.
So i tried without flash.
& it's dark like soy sauce.
So most pics are in phone which i cant transfer
to lappie due to certain problemo.
Therefore, the lack of pics.
:( boohoo.
Anyway, currently,
Seth is 2weeks 5days old! ♥
Im falling more & more in love with my boy everyday~
Even when he's crying,
I wanna kiss his cheeks. =/
But aside from that,
his crying is smth that makes me start to panick.
Still, im trying to constantly figure out his needs.
I guess, he's starting to take in more milk! (:
Started off with 60ml.
Then 80ml.
100ml.
Now he almost finishes 120ml & then doze off.
Wheeeeeee.
But he doesnt do that in the night. (saddly)
Newborns are owls.
After feeding in the night,
he LOVEEESSSSSS to be cuddled & swayed till he's in deep slp.
If you put him back before that,
you-know-what-will-happen.
So, night feedings are still a struggle for hubby & I.
Im gonna start work soon..
1 week after baby's 1st mth celebration.
But only on weekends.
Cause mum's not working on weekends,
can help me look after Seth~
Liddat at least can earn more $..
$_$
BY THE WAY,
My haopengyous!
Keep yourself free on 15th Aug for Seth's 1st mth? (:
Will text you all the details again sooon~
Love ya all so much! ♥

2010-08-02T13:32:00.003+08:00

I feel like sucha weakling.
fever until nose got blood.
fever until my tongue cant taste food properly
(or mayb the food's really very blend. lol)
oooeeeoooeeeooo~
hope i'll become superwoman soon-kuehhh.
hohoho.
tried to coax him back to lalaland from
10am till now (230pm).
he's finally asleep.
so much to do, so little time.
if only ive more hands & more boobs.
HAHAHA!zzz

2010-08-01T19:13:00.002+08:00

Had high fever last night..
It was horrible.
Started off with bad headache & bodyache..
By evening it was fever.
Thought Im gg to get brain damage._.'
Thank God that the fever is gone now.
BUT, why is the headache still here?!
UGHHHH.
God, give me strength.

2010-07-30T19:08:00.005+08:00

Wheee!!
Hubby's off today!
Which means it's my off day too!! (He's turn to take care of Seth)
MUAAHAHAHAHA! :O
Anyways!
As promised,
here are some pics of him a mere few mins after birth ;

♥♥♥

Seth Ryus

2010-07-26T13:53:00.004+08:00

On 16th July;
Went for routine check up as per normal..
My blood pressure & all was fine.
Until gynae saw that my amniotic fluid level was a lil low alr,
& umbilical cord is around Seth's neck,
he asked if I wanna induce today, tmr or tue.
He said it's best to induce because if I dont,
anytime the umbilical cord might just tighten
& yea, darling's heartbeat will fall & it's dangerous.
So, he talked to us & all.
Said that if heartbeat falls during birth,
we might have to have an emergency C sec.
I was a lil panickish but happy that I can carry my darling maybe by tonight.
He told us to be at Mount Alvernia before 1pm.
So, we rushed & rushed.
Worse of all, it started to rain.
No cabs. Had to rush to the other bus stop & wait for bus.
Got home,
had a quick bite, showered.. & flew down to Mt Alv.
Nurse checked & got me to change..
After a while,
insert 1st pill,
felt real contractions FINALLY-.-
(but, not so pain yet)
it was around.. 2pm.
8pm, 2nd pill inserted.
My cervix is !ZERO!cm dilated.
Piangs.
@ 10pm, gynae came in,
check cervix again..
STILL, 0cm dilated.
I thought he was gg to say,
okay, you can give birth tmr then.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO.
'Ok, nurse, prepare for C sec'
My face was like o.o
Totally blank.
Stared at hubby,
his face also blank.
We're both in shock.
Then I started to panick when I see all the nurses coming in..
A LOT of them.
like 6 or more?
Then they gave me smth to drink,
transfered me to another bed,
wore my cap..
By that time,
I was tearing like mad.
Totally freaked out.
Scared like mad.
Nurses & dr told me not to cry,
told me it's not scary,
comforted me..
yadayada.
But, nth went into my head.
I just kept tearing.
Then they pushed me to the operating theatre..
Saw my gynae,
he told me to not worry & it's gonna be fast & everything will be alright..
I just kept nodding my head.. trying to hold back my tears.
Got transferred to another smaller 'bed'..
Heard them saying 'ok, let's start, im gonna put a tube down your throat'
In my mind, I WAS DAMN SCARED.
But by the time I hear them say that,
I was alr half asleep.
Hubby said the whole process was shockingly fast.
They only took lift, went up to the operating theatre level,
sat down for lesser than 5-10mins,
a nurse pushing Seth started waving to hubby.
& there, Seth is OUT! :D
Anyway,
through this experience,
I really really know it's true & necessary to 'call' a person when he/she is in coma.
I know Im not in coma la.
But then, seriously,
I know & felt the difficulty in waking up.
It was really difficult.
If no one calls me, I think I might just not wake up.
I kept hearing them calling
'Ehh.. Rachelle, wake up wake up! finish alr! Wake up!'
Continuously.
Then I FINALLY had the strength to TRY to open my eyes.
It was DIFFICULT.
Everything was blurry for me..
But I can rem.
After a while, they were pushing me back to my room..
We stopped by somewhere along the corridors,
then I fell asleep again..
I heard the nurse calling me & when I woke up,
she said smth really funny that made me wanna laugh
BUT I had no energy to.
She said 'Ehh, dont forget to breathe ahh'
LOLLLLL._.'
After a while,
I was being pushed again,
back to my room..
Heard my hubby & family calling me, talking to me.
Then hubby shoved his phone with Seth's pic into my hands
& ask me to look at our darling boy.
I held on to the phone so tightly but didnt have much energy to
focus & scroll to look at the pics.
But, I know I was happy, contented, glad, touched & totally totally thankful.
(:
Thank God for my hubby that was there encouraging, supporting, helping, giving
me all that I need & want.
Thank God for my family that did the same.
Thank God for my little baby Seth coming out safely.
& Thank God for answering my prayers.
(Although, I didnt had V birth like I asked for, but, at least darl Seth came out safe)
Thank God for my friends & relatives that visited & showered me with gifts.
(:
Thank you all for everything.
(Will post pics of Seth right after birth soon. All of it is in hubby's phone. Zzz)
Anyway,
that was Seth's birth story. (:
One experience that I'll NEVER forget.
<3

Sleep tight! (;

@ 1 week ;

=P

1day old ;

2010-07-26T12:27:00.002+08:00

Seth's currently @ 1week 3days.
& MY GOSH!
He is really active at night!
Not just for feedings..
He wants to be carried till he drift off into deep sleep.
Otherwise, he will wake up & cry again
if he realises that he's back into the crib.
LOL.
That's a killer for hubby & me.
Day time is still pretty alright..
ANYWAY,
2nights ago while hub was coaxing him to zzzz,
he heard a loud 'THUG' on the floor &
YES! Seth's umbilical stump fell off. (:
Kept it in a ziplock bag.
Gonna put it in a bottle once I get hold of a small & nice one.
Sooo,
everyone's officially back at work.
Im left alone to take care of my darling.
Im actually a lil scared, a lil nervous.
But, I can do it!
*pyscho myself*
Alright,
time's up.
I better go feed dahh hungry boy before he cries.
Tataaa

2010-07-22T13:02:00.002+08:00

My darling is out on 16th July! (:
Pics will be up in awhile.
Stay tuneee~
:D

2010-07-12T19:57:00.004+08:00

Helllllo world.
Ive YET to give birth-.-
Because the lil bun decides to stay in the oven & bake a lil longer.
I really should try to enjoy these 2 weeks before I hit my due date.
(althou I really wish he will come out now.. Tonight? =/)
Cause I'll be a busybee after that.
Anyway, last week's check up..
Everything's fine..
BUT, my blood pressure is a lil lower than normal but STILL,
acceptable gynae said.
So he was saying..
We shall check again this week.
If it falls lower again,
I might be induced.
o.O
ANYWAY,
Im at 38weeks alr!
So, Seth better come out this week.
Idk why.
But randomly,
I can hear *click* noises from my tummy.
Weirdddddd.
Hope everything will go on smoothly & BbSeth will be healthy!
*AMEN* (:

2010-07-01T14:09:00.002+08:00

I wonder how contractions feel like?
Last night while lying on the bed,
I felt aching pain from around my spine to my abdomen.
Thought that it might be the contractions?
BUT I GUESS NOT.
Otherwise,
I might be in labour now alr.
Hohoho!
Maybe it's just the Braxton(?) contraction thingy.
I guess when the real contraction comes,
I will know it.
Cause, afterall,
women are the ones who reproduce right?
Should have mother instinct-.-
I will know it when it comes.
Okay,
actually.
IM JUST REALLY NERVOUS YET EXCITED!
After the pain last night,
(yea, it went away)
I started applying my stretch mark cream.
(I know there's no link. As if applying that will reduce pain)
While applying,
bb 'scolded' me..

He said 'EH. WHY YOU SCRATCH YOUR STOMACH SO HARD?!?!'
Me 'HUH. I NEVER AT ALL' *looking confused*
He 'Dont bluff! Bleeding alr!!'
Me 'HUH?!?! BLEEDING?!!! WHERE?!?!!! TAKE PIC SHOW ME LEH!!!!!!!!'
He 'takes a pic'
Me '*STUN* OMG! I GOT STRETCH MARKS ALRRR....'
He 'ohhhhh.. actually.... I saw that a few days ago alr.....Just that now very red'
Me 'HUHHHH! THEN YOU NEVER TELL ME AT ALL?!'
He 'I thought you know mah'
Me 'HOW I KNOW?! I CANT EVEN SEE UNDER MY BELLY BUTTON...'
Us '*Burst out in laughter*

After a while,
idk want to continue laughing or start crying(KIDDING).
Finally nearing the end of pregnancy,
stretch marks start appearing.
ZzzzZZzzZZzzz.
Kept complaining & complaining.
Then I finally stop a lil after bb said,
nevermind.. all these are for bb Seth.
So, I flip up his shirt ask him how come you dont have.
Hurh.
Ohwell, for BbSeth, it's all worth it. (:
But I hope there wont be more stretchmarks joining me alr.
Random but, today's a rainy day man.
Woke up at 6+am & the sky looks really weird in color.
Went to the toilet, came back, stare at the sky & fell aslp again.
Woke up when bb went to work..
fell aslp again after a while..
While slping, I think it rained twice.
(If im not dreaming)
ANYWAY, earlier on at 6+am when I suddenly woke up,
Bb suddenly woke up in panick & ask me whether I gg to give birth alr is it?!
-.-
I think when I gg to give birth,
I wont have that much energy to 'jump' up to go to the toilet
cause i'll be in pain(contractions)..
I think my sudden movement shocked him. HAHA!
As im typing, my stomach is getting itchy.
Paranoid much.
But I think I will be having more stretchmarks coming.
Althou I really dont want it.
But I cant stop it.
Baby, come out soon kae? :D
Everything will go smoothly, BbSeth will be strong, healthy, normal &
without complications! Everyone's health will be good!
*AMEN!*
Woooosh.
I think I'll be falling aslp soon again after this post.
Nightnight. ♥

2010-06-28T18:06:00.005+08:00

It's Monday again!
Baby's at work since nong nong ago.
& I just woke up not too long ago.
Slept with the lights on last night because smth scary happened..
Idk whether to believe or not.
But it's really freaky (At least to me, cause im preggie)
So, it went like this.
We were happily at home watching Glee.
Then watch watch watch,
I suddenly had cravings for Dreyer's Choc cake..
told Bb let's go down to hougang mall's 24hrs fairprice to get it.
He said okay.
But we dragged on until around 2+/3am before heading there
cause of my lazy ass.
So we finally went down,
happily walking towards fairprice,
crossed the junction,
walking along the pavement,
suddenly,
there's this average sized cat RUNNING towards US.
It's REALLY running.
Like as if there's A LOT of dogs chasing behind it.
It ran pass us THEN stop behind us.
I was shock but it was still nothing.
Then we continued walking to fairprice.
Then happily bought loads of rubbish to munch on
(I BETTER LOOSE WEIGHT AFTER BIRTH)
After that, we walked home..
taking the same route (DUHH)
Then, we were talkingtalkingtalking.
Then I saw smth huge flying on my right..
So I turned to check-it-out.
WAH LAU EH.
IDK WHAT'S THAT!
DAMN BIG!?
Butterfly(?!) Moth(?!) Bat(?!)
It was flying rather low for a bat..
it was at around.. knee level.
So I shouted (SHOCK WHAT) then Bb kanna shock-.-
Ask me to stop looking around so I wont see things that scare me.
Then I told him.
IT WAS MOVING & IT CAUGHT MY ATTENTION.
Not that I was 'searching' for it.
Asked him what's that.
He calmly said it's a butterfly.
Continued walking..
Waited for the traffic at the junction..
While crossing, the SAME DASHING CAT WE SAW EARLIER ON DASHED IN BTW MY LEGS(!!!!!!!!!!)
I ALMOST FELL PLS.
I know, I know..
you guys must be laughing.
How strong can the cat be right?!
It came from the back & obviously I didnt know it's gonna do that.
So obviously, I was shock, trying to dodge it, plus the force from the cat,
I almost fell.
BUT THANK GOD I DIDNT-.-
& we were still in the MIDDLE of the road.
& ON & ON AGAIN, the cat STOP in front of us AFTER trying to trip me
& IT KEPT DOING IT.
So, I was DANCING on the road trying not to fall while dodging it.
(okay la, not so kua zhang. I just walk, stop, move a bit when I see it coming.)
Yea, all these in the middle of the road.
Then the cat suddenly stop & sat in the middle of the road,
in front of a car with SUPER BRIGHT front lights.
In my mind, I was thinking. OMG.
It better move away when the car starts.
That's all I thought of.
Then we waited for the OTHER traffic light to turn greenman.
While waiting,
THE CAT CAME OVER & LICKED MY TOES TWICE.
IT FELT SO DAMN FREAKING WARM, HUGE, WET(?!).
I was SUPERRRRRRRRRRRR SHOCK.
I TOTALLY SCREAMED.
CAUSE. again, I didnt know the cat is beside me.
I love animals.
& I never thought of kicking it or anything.
I mean,
cats are adorable right.
But due to shock, I swingswing my leg & i THINK i kicked it a lil.
BUT IT DIDNT MOVE AWAY.
It kept close!
Then finally GEENMAN,
I KEPT SHOUTING WHILE SPEED WALKING ACROSS THE ROAD CAUSE THE CAT KEPT
TRYING TO TRIP ME AGAIN.
Then Bb say I keep shouting then the cat keep following me.
(Thinks that Im calling it or smth)
So I tried to STOP shouting.
BUT. SERIOUSLY.
Why does it KEEP getting in btw my legs WHILE I walk?!
I know cats like to walk around human legs,
like around & around, it means they are comfortable/fond of you(?)
Idk which way but yea.
BUT THEY DONT DASH IN BTW YOUR LEGS WHEN YOU'RE WALKING WHAT?!
& it's like what?.. CONTINUOUS!
(Maybe they do, but this is my 1st time experiencing it)
After crossing the junction,
Bb started to TRY shoo-ing the cat away cause
now,
even he thinks that it's trying to make me fall.
(Okay, as I type this 'story' I feel a lil silly. But,
if you were with me last night, you would totally understand
what Im trying to say)
After Bb shoo it away, it sat behind us.
I thought it's not gonna follow us anymore alr.
BUT THEN.
It DASHED ahead us, then lie on the ground, wait for us to walk,
then when we pass it,
it will do the same thing again & again.
(Fyi, when he DASH ahead, it's in btw my legs again)
It's like waiting for a show or smth.
At that point, to me, I just thought the cat wanted to walk us home.
But in an annoying way, (cause it doesnt know it's causing me difficulty - blocking
my path, trying to trip me & all)..
& omgosh. he SERIOUSLY KEPT DOING IT ALL THE WAY TILL WE ALMOST REACH MY BLOCK.
& excuse me, it's like BLOCKS down.
I NEVER had a cat following me THAT long.
& doing the same thing over & over again._.'
But Bb was getting annoyed.
Then he freaked me out.
He pushed the cat away A LOT of times.
But wtf man.
I was just looking BUT I can tell the cat is VERY strong!
Bb PUSH him VERY hard.
BUT it was still standing strong & it's NOT scared AT ALL.
(I admit that when I was young, I love to stomp my feet loudly
& chase certain scary, huge cats away)
But this cat,
Bb stomp stomp stomp, push push,
sorry to say (kick a little),
BUT.
NTH HAPPENED.
It was still standing & all.
NOT even a lil scared.
Then I started feeling that Bb is VERY bad to the cat.
But then again, as long as nth is happnening to the cat,
I wont be running to him to stop him.
(But I did smack him a few times cause what he's doing looks abusive)
But I know it's not la.
Then he started to tell me..
'You know there's this story...... I better not tell you.. ltr you cant slp..
just make sure the cat doesnt follow us home'
Then OBVIOUSLY,
I STARTED THINKING A LOT.
& I think I know what he's gonna say(Roughly)
Then we stop underneath a blk, trying to shake it off 1st before
heading to our blk.
BUT NOOO, WTF.
DAMN DIFFICULT!
Think we spent 15mins+ trying to get it to STOP STARING AT US?!
It was REALLY staring at us.
When we (stupidly) hide behind the wall, it sat there waiting for us.
It's like, it KNOWS we are just TRYING to shake it off,
so it didnt follow us, it just waited for us to continue walking to our blk.
Annoying!
Then Bb press the lift & tried to put the cat in the lift
so we can go home & it will THEN stop following us.
BUT THE CAT SUDDENLY DAMN FREAKING FIERCE,
wanted to bite Bb when he tried to shoo it into the lift.
And when Bb carried it into the lift,
when the lift's door is about to close,
it will DASH out.
So our attempt OBVIOUSLY FAILED! -.-
Damnit okay.
I was starting to freak out.
Then Bb kept telling me the cat is evil one evil one.
I was TOTALLY -.-' -.-' -.-'
But when he carried it up by the neck & showed it to me,
WTF MAN.
THE CAT'S FACE,
SERIOUSLY......................
I know it's really like, wtf to say a cat's face is evil looking.
Cause, like, dude, it's a CAT.
BUT.
when you look at it in the eyes,
you get the chills.
I TOTALLY SAW IT LOOKING RIGHT INTO MY EYE PLS.
& then I shouted.
YA, IT'S REALLY EVIL!!
-.-'
I was REALLY scared then.
Then Bb threw it farfarfar away from us but on the grass patch.
Then it landed really str8 & was facing us.(still staring-.-)
Then we saw a fat adorable cat sitting nearby.
Then Bb just said,
there's a good cat over there, let's go there.
Then we walked towards that cat.
Wahliews.
The cat wanna run away.
(But it didnt, it sat somewhere near us but not BESIDE us)
Then the 'evil' cat was nowhere in sight suddenly.
So we quickly went to our block.
I was rather scared alr.
Then when the lift door opened,
I walked in 1st,
WTF MAN.
A LIZARD FELL ON MY THIGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(IMAGINE SEEING A 36WEEKS PREGNANT WOMAN JUMPING AROUND)
SCARY RIGHT?!
-.-' YAY, IM JUST 1 WEEK or 3weeks more AWAY FROM LABOUR!!!!
CANT WAIT!!
Back to story,
THE LIZARD WAS HUGE.
& While jumping, I kept sweeping my thighs.
So the lizard dropped onto the lift's floor with a loud THUG!
I mean, WTH MAN.
I thought lizards were suppose to be really good at holding it's position
cause of it's sticky 'fingers'..
So, why did it so happen to lose all it's stickiness & FALL ON ME
when I enter the lift?!?!!?
& wah lau, I totally kept jumping pls.
Cause it was like trying to climb onto me again.
Bb tried to make sure the lizard didnt follow us outta the lift.
(Ya la, sounds stupid. But seriously, the lizard was ALSO staring at us!!!)
When I reached home,
1st thing I did was to WASH MY WHOLE LEG WITH SOAP.
Went into the room,
I couldnt stop thinking at all.
I started bugging Bb to tell me what's the story BUT,
at the same time,
I dont wanna know.
Cause, I confirm cannot slp._.'
He didnt wanna tell me.
So I asked him,
is it smth to do with pregnant woman, black magic & stuff?
Cause I heard of stories.. & watched it on incredible tales before.
Then he said, yea smth like that.
Then he said,
better not go out so late at night alr.
Esp. if alone.
Then I told him, I wont be out that late alone what.
I will be with you.
LOL.
Seriously, lucky bb was there.
Also, I rem my mum & lots of pp saying like,
pregnant alr,
at night DONT go out.
Dangerous, not advisable & all.
Now, along at 36weeks preggie, I finally decide to listen to my mum
& STOP going out so late at night.
A bit late to start listening.
BUT, BETTER THAN NEVER!
Maybe a lil paranoid, but I rather listen then to have anything happening.
After bugging bb for a while,
he told me his story..
It happened in Philippine though.
Like,
pp will do black magic & they can actually shape shift,
like turn into an animal or smth to follow you home,
then yea, you know. try to suck your baby away.
& you'll just miscarry.
the one I saw on incredible tales was smth like that as well.
But it happened in Msia i THINK.
Of course, I totally freaked out.
& my mind was just running on it's own.. thinking & thinking.
It's esp scary to me cause (duh, preggie over here)
& all the things that just happened made me freak out even more.
I dont think there's really anything I can do to stop anything from happening?
But meanwhile, I will NOT be going out at night alr.
That's all I can do.
Scared lehs yozx.
Hope that BbSeth will continue growing strong, healthy and everything will be normal,
there will be no complications & I will have a normal delivery smoothly!
*AMEN*!!
God, please bless & protect my family.
Amen. (:

Like a pyramid,

2010-06-23T14:33:00.003+08:00

Love this song! (:

2010-06-21T13:51:00.003+08:00

Guess who's at 35 Weeks+ now?!?!
*raises hand & waves madly*
IT'S ME!! IT'S ME!!
:D
Finally, im hitting 37weeks soon.
That means,
I might just go into labour anytime after 2weeks.
Hope I dont hafta wait all the way until the EDD.
My body is feeling..
Urmmmm.....
tired?
The sole of my feet hurts every time I stand up to walk.
I think im so damn heavy that my legs cant tahan alr.
o.O
Nevermind.
Just a while more.
A while more till I can feel more comfortable.
(Heard that it's almost like instant shiokness once Bb pops out?)
A while more till I can roll around the bed without fear that
I might squish my balloon.
A while more till I can meet my darling that's in me for monthsss.
A while more till I can wrap him in my arms & kiss his face.
Just a while more. (:
<3
Anyway,
my mummy's birthday was last week!
We celebrated at EastCoast's TungLok(?) Seafood Restaurant.
ATE SUPER DUPER A LOT. (As if im not fat enough)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!
(Once again, I know she wont be reading this, but yea!)
It was also a Fathers' Day dinner.
So,
we're killing 2birds with 1 stone!
-.-
Hope our parents enjoyed emselves!
As im typing,
I actually feel super duper shag.
Like, im not just tired.
But tired down to the bones.
Not the kinda 'I need to sleep type of tired'..
But like,
omgosh.
Ive been in this marathon since (????) & Im still running..
Im tired. (That kinda tired)
I actually feel uncomfy all the way.
Like if I type longer, my arms will just wobble away.
HAHA!
I shall go continue watching 90210 alr.
Toodles!

2010-06-14T20:56:00.007+08:00

Tadahhhh!
That's my darling boy that's alr yawning before he's out. (:
Must be damn bored inside.
Dark & squeezy..
Only can tickle mummy's womb.
LOL.
Hope you'll come out early July!
Mummy cant wait to meet you!!
Everything will go smoothly,
BbSeth will be strong, healthy, normal &
he'll head down so mummy can have normal delivery!
Please bless my family with good health.
*AMEN*! (:
Sigh.
Mondays are extremely boring.
Why do I have monday blues
even thou I dont have to wake up early for sch?
Enlighten me.
*meditates*
KIDDDDDING.

2010-06-11T15:43:00.002+08:00

My ball at current ;

Went for check up ytd at Gynae's.
Bb changed his off to accompany me again. :D
It's the FIRST time I FINALLY got to see lil bb's face!
Although it was only a 2D scan,
it was rather clear!
Just that, it was without colour.
Imagine if we went for 3D scan,
CONFIRM can get a nice shot.
(The previous time we wasted money for it &
got NOTHING. Bb was facing backwards)
Totally adorable.
& when Dr asked if I wanted a pic..
DURHHHH. OF COURSE.
Then he SNAP.
Then just nice bb was yawning.
HAHAHA!
So, I got a pic of him yawning in my tummmmtummmm!
Will post it up soon!
I pray that BabySeth will continue growing well!
(:
Be strong, healthy, normal & chubby kae!!
AMEN! :D

2010-06-07T19:20:00.002+08:00

YAY!!
BabySeth's bedcot has arrived!
(:
Gonna wash all the casing & bumper once July is here.
Anyway, last night..
Bb & I watched Sex and The City
& Unthinkable.
BOTH WERE TRULY AWESOME MAN!!
It was damn funny!
Sex and The City made me tear quite a bit.
& then, I was thinking..
Okok, must be the pregnancy hormones causing me to react like that.
BUT THEN HOR.
BB ALSO TEARED A LIL!
BWAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gotta be Sarah Jessica Parker's acting skills.
FANTASTIC SIOL.
& of course, the plot of the movie luh.
Really enjoyed the show throughout even though I was holding my pee-.-
The show was rather long somemore.
My bladder almost exploded.
Unthinkable was......
Uhmmmmm......
It made me think a lot.
LOL.
AIYA, you guys should just go watch it.
Both of it! (:
(oooo, my tummy just moved to the left.. hehehehe)
Ive like lil rashes on my shoulder..
& now there's a lil on my back.
UGHHH.
Annoying.
Really cant wait til BbSeth is out.
Pray that everything will go smoothly & I can have normal delivery.
Pls head down bbSeth!
(:
TOODLES♥

2010-06-07T19:09:00.005+08:00

EDIT/
3RD JUNE 2010.

Present that the darlings gave :D

After that,
I met baby & ate at Mahattan FishMarket.
Im not gonna post pics up cause cause cause
I LOOK LIKE A BALL. O
*bounce bounce*
Anyway,
received cake & ballooooooonsss from bb! :D
I LOVE IT!!!!

:D
Im really glad to have my friends & family by my side.
Pray that BabySeth will be strong, healthy & normal. AMEN!
When he comes out, my lil famfam will be completed.
(:
♥

2010-06-03T15:52:00.017+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELLE LEE SIHUI!
-.-

♥Introducing to you these amazing people that made the start of my bday wonderful♥
☺

[From top left to bottom right]

♥Xinyi♥
♥Xinya♥
♥Bridgitte♥
♥Baoyin♥
♥Danny♥
♥Hofung♥
♥Amos♥
♥Hefeng♥

They came over early in the morning even though they had extra lessons
in school (School is at bukitbatok yozxz)
& most of em (By this, I meant all of em)
can actually travel to sch faster from their own houses
instead of from mine.
By still, they chose to come over this morn! :D
Im really blessed to have such awesomezx friendss!!
I was lying on the bed initially.
Then 'DingDong'..
Then I was thinking..
Huhh.. Sian 1 whole. The fan repair man come today.. somemore so early..
zzzz.
Then I wanted to not open the door YET.
But then weird enough,
my feet dragged me to the door.
So I peep thru the doorhole(?)
& saw....................
A PIECE OF RED PAPER?!?!
LOL!
Then I open the door!
& saw backview of pp running away with bridgitte left stunned at my doorstep!
AHAHAHAHAHA!!
IT WAS DAMN FUNNY!!
& erm. I wasnt dressed._.'
But NEVERMIND that!
I WAS SURPRISED BY THE DARLINGS! :D
I really NEVER NEVER NEVER expect this.
Because,
1st of all,
it's been a long time since I met up with em (I admit guilty),
2nd of all,
it's so early in the morn,
3rd of all,
it's just shocking luh! Just NEVER expect this.
SOOO.... *drumrollllll*
Obviously,
YOU ALL SUCCEEDED IN YOUR PLAN!!
& I TOTALLY LOVE IT! :D
THANKS FOR THE GIFT TOO!
EXTREMELY USEFUL! :D
Then they sat around for awhile but had to head to sch :(
:( :( :( :( :(
IF only they could stay longerlongerlonger.
HAHAHAHAHA..
BUT IT'S OKAY.
IM STILL THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH TODAY.
& I officially turned 20.
Yea, a 2digit age starting with the number 2.
Talk about growing up.
When I was 14,
I wanted to be 16 (SweetSixteen),
when I was 16,
I wanted to be 18 (FunTime),
when I was 18,
I never thought of 21.
But here I am now at the age of 20.
Aint it so true that time flies?
But then again,
if I had the power to,
I wouldnt have lead my life any other way.
Done things that are stupid,
done things that Im proud of,
done manymany things.
But I learnt from all of it.
I believe everything happens for a reason (cliche I know)
but you cant help but to think that way right?
If you were able to rewind your life & undo every single mistake,
I dont think we will be what we are right now.
Although sometimes, it's hard but to think..
'IF ONLY' this didnt happen,
'IF ONLY' that didnt happen,
But.
Those are only IF ONLYs.
So, snap outta it & live life to your fullest at this point of time if youre
still in your IF ONLYs.
(DONT COME & BOMB ME SAY HOW CAN I SAY LIVE LIFE TO YOUR FULLEST WHEN IM
ROTTING AT HOME EVERYDAY HOR)
HAHAHA!
For me now,
rotting may be the most blessed thing to do now.
Because, when Lil Bb is out..
I doubt I will have all the time in the world anymore.
But again,
I totally have no regrets. (:
Im at where I wanna be now.
Ive wonderful friends, a wonderful husband
& a wonderful baby awaiting to join this lil family.
Probably too young to tie myself down with a child some of you might think
BUT.
It's a blessing too.
By the way, just a random thought.
I rem when I was just 2mths preggie,
there was someone that's totally not close to me,
telling me that deciding to keep this child will be a sin.
(In my mind I was like wtf)
Because,
taking a child away would be the GREATEST sin if keeping him is ever a sin.
But I know some have this mentality of,
'Why bring a child to the earth when you're not ready?
(Be it financially or anything else)?
Wouldnt it cause the child more pain?'
In my opinion,
WHAT KIND OF REASON IS THAT?!
I mean, seriously..
that means 3rd world countries are forbidden to have a wonderful family with kids ah?
But I do know where pp who have such thoughts are coming from.
But then again,
it's my choice, my life.
So again,
I emphasize, that's just MY opinion.
Dont come & bomb me.
LOL.
I really cant wait to meet my lil bb that's wriggling in my tummy
for sooo long alr.
(:
Isnt life amazing?
Anyway,
I must go get ready to meet the BIG BABY soon alr!
hohoho :D
Once again,
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE MINI CELEBRATION! (:
I REALLY REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORT VERYVERY MUCH.
I LOVE YOU EACH & EVERY SINGLE ONE SO MUCH. (:
Without you all,
my day wouldnt be as complete as it would be.
But now,
i'll go get ready to meet the BIG BB that will round up a whole complete
awesomezx wonderfulzx birthday for me!
Not forgetting my lil prayer ;
Lord,
I pray that BabySeth is strong, healthy, normal & that I'll be able
to have a normal delivery smoothly.
Thank you Lord!
AMEN! (:
-Off to the shower-

2010-06-02T19:14:00.001+08:00

IM SO BORED. :(

2010-05-31T13:48:00.004+08:00

Yoohooooooo..
Bb left for work mins ago.
So here Im blogging now.
Previous check up was....okokay..
Gynae said that baby is a bit thin.. must eat more. :(
(Made me sad for the whole day-.-)
I guess it might be due to the fact that I wake up very late in the noon
& then afterwards, take only dinner & snack on other food (JUNK FOOD) for the
rest of the night till i sleep again. (That's why I so fat for nothing now o.O)
& the cycle goes on.
Come to think of it,
I did not exactly eat well throughout this period.
Which,
I think I should have right from the start.
UGHHHH.
But it's difficult when I sleep like that.
BUT THEN AGAIN.
I must make an effort to wake up for breakfast & lunch now!
& dig the fridge like a zombie, eat, go back to sleep.
HAHAHAHA!!
How fat can I get.
Kidding la dhey.
I shall TRY to stay awake once Bb wakes up for work all the way till he's back.
So, when he's back, I'll be so damn tired that I can sleep well (I hope)
& then wake up early the next day, eat & stay awake & the cycle begins again.
Currently, day & night time for me is totally opposite.
So uncool.
I love to sleep when I see the sunlight-.-
Which Bb is totally annoyed by it.
He's a vampire. h.a.h.a...
Anyway, 2 days ago..
I had another weird dream.
This 1 is not just weird.
It's VERY lame as well.
So here it goes,
I THINK it was after sports day (In PL),
then I was very sad because it's weird that im with pp all younger than me (juniors?!)
Nvm that.
When everything ended, I wanted to buy food then head home.
So, I went into BK.
Finally my turn, ordered BK's Chicken Sandwhich.
THEN.
That lady actually gave me Mcdon's Fish Fillet (O.O)
Then I said..
'I order Chicken Sandwhich & im in BK.......................'
Then she told me..
'You've to collect a PepperLunch sticker 1st to exchange your FishFillet for a Bk Chicken Sandwhich'
I think in my dreams I just went 'HUH?! OH... Err. Okay. Then nvm alr.'
Then I went to Subway to get a sandwhich & head home.
LOL!
Shen Jin Bing.
Imagine if that happened.
YOU'VE BEEN PUNKED! -.-
Then again, last night..
I think I dreamt of something scary..
Cant really rem...... But I think there's ghost in it?
Aiyaa. Idk what's wrong with my brains.
According to articles,
pregnant women tend to have weird dreams.
& sometimes it's linked to your own fears.
So, im afraid of something.
Hmmmm.. ghost at this point of time is actually a bit outta point.
I think it must be Rec2 still haunting me.
Pls get outta my head! :D
Random, but ive been finding it EXTREMELY DIFFICULT to breathe.
But then, lil bb is actually still lying horizontally (I think)..
So why am I feeling that way?
I thought it's only when he's head down & all then i'll have difficulty breathing (?)
Hmmm.. IDK.
Anyway, I really pray hard that Baby Seth will start to turn head down
so I can have normal delivery. I dont want a C-Section.
Please BabySeth, TURN HEAD DOWN. (:
& i pray that you'll adsorb mummy's fats & pump it on yourself..
So you'll be chubbychubby when you're out! & everything will go smoothly,
you'll be strong, healthy & normal.
AMEN. (:
Jia you, Jia you.
Another 5-8weeks to go!
Hope everything will go smoothly & baby will be healthy.
AMEN.
I think I better go eat fruits. =/
Tata!
OHYA WAIT!
I wanna share this!
this is joke of ytd for me..
My mum was cooking in the kitchen,
i walked in.
She told me
'Ehhh. You see, opp. block the aircon outside got rabbit'
Me 'HUH?! HOW TO KEEP A RABBIT THERE?! SO DANGEROUS'
Mum 'YOU SEE! YOU SEE!.......is that a rabbit huh?'
Me '..........WAHPIANG. THE WALL PEELED OFF LUHHHH..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH'

2010-05-25T09:57:00.003+08:00

:( Bb left for work earlier on & now,
im all alone at home & I cant get back to slp
althou my eyes are like -o-
Yea, that circle in btw is my mouth.
It's open like that.
Stone face.
LOL.
It's getting worse everyday.
Taking fishoil pill kills.
Due to the fact that I dont eat fish (Except fish&chips!=/)
Ive to take fish supplements for lil bb.
It wasnt that bad initially..
BUT.
The fish taste is getting stronger & stronger.
(althou im still on the same dosage) LOL.
Each time I burp, it feels fishy.
Aiyaa.
Worse of all, recently after taking supplements I feel
that it's coming up up up the throat in liquid form.
Eeeeeew?
That's what I get every morning lor.
Sitting up, lying down, walking around, drinking something else doesnt
help at all. :(
Hate this feeling.
But. I guess it's just part of being preggie.
Thank God Im only feeling this way now.
Not for all the past few mths.
Pheeeewwww.
Anyhoos,
Im at 31Weeks 1Day now!! :D
Single-digit more weeks to go!!
Im gonna enjoy running so much more than ever after I give birth.
But I doubt I will have energy for that-.-
This coming Thur ive appt for bb's checkup.
It's suppose to be on Fri but it's Vesak Day(I think)
so it's close.
wahhpiangs.
This year, most of the public hols on Fri.
(Good for pp working in office thou)
Bb's off on Fri also.
So it means,
any other day, he wont be able to accompany me.
(Unless his shift allows)
But this Thur he cant accompany me :(
I dont like to go there alone.
It's like seeing baby move & getting all excited alone.
-.-
Nevermind.
Not my 1st time gg alone anyways.
I wonder if lil bb is in head down position alr.. o.O
The previous u/s, he was lying horizontally.
Shall check it out this Thur.
Dear God,
I hope that everything will go smoothly & I'll be able to have
normal delivery (probably with epidural) & that
Baby Seth will be healthy, strong, normal
& that no complications will arise!
*AMENNN!!!* :D
Pls bless us. (:
HAHA, I sound like im gg to labour tonight or smth.
But, that's my prayer everyday for as long as baby is out.
Tata!
♥

2010-05-24T19:11:00.009+08:00

Woke up this morning & saw my tummy
with a hugee ball on the left..
Like this _n_______
OKAY LAME.
Cant even visualise with that.
It's like POP OUT then normal.
Think it's his head or leg?
So cute.
So I just kept sayanging then he moved-.-
Went back to sleep.
Woke up at around 5+pm?!?!
Kill me?
Tonight Bb's gonna die cause I wont be sleeping early.
Which means,
I'll ka jiao him.
Hohoho!
Anyway, after months & months of debate.
Kidding. Debate my feet.
We've decided (more or less) with the name
Seth Ryus Lee Javier En-Kai. (:
June is coming, June is coming~

This is my current dada de dududu zi ;

Bb say im the only preggie mama that wears Fbt & shirt out-.-
I doubt so.
BUT. True enough.
It's funny.
Cause when I wear Fbt & shirt,
my tummy doesnt look as hugeee (Maybe cause shirt is loose)
then pp look at me weirdly-.-
Like 'Wahhpianggg. That girl eat till damn bloated horr....'
But, who careessssssss.
I mean,
as long as the preggie mama feels comfy can alr what.
Fbt & shirt is damn comfy for me now.
& it's like gg Hougang mall.
Which is, just a shortshort walk from my place?
-.-

2010-05-20T19:43:00.002+08:00

Im currently at 30weeks~
10more weeks (Or a lil lesser) to go! (:
I cant wait till im 37weeks!
Really excited YET scared.
Baby's cot not even here yet.
But it's coming soon.. :D
I think when it arrives, i'll be staring at it everyday.
Then the oh-so-free me will keep rearranging the things inside.
LOL.
AIYAAAA.
The wait is killing me.
But meanwhile,
I must continue to enjoy all my free time.(:
By enjoy, it means to EAT LA, SLEEP LA, GO ONLINE, that's all._.
Hohoho.
My brain really rot alr.
Im serious.
Just a few days ago,
I came across this person's blog(I personally do not know her)
Saw a few words that look weird..
Cause, the spelling is wrong.
BUT,
when I try to think of the right spelling.
WAH LAU EH.
I ALSO CANNOT MAKE SURE MY OWN SPELLING IS RIGHT.
ZZZZ.
Something's not right :(
But what should I do?
Read story books?
I SHOULD HAVE STARTED DOING THAT EARLIER RIGHT?!
Instead of just rotting & growing mould. :(
IF i did that earlier, by now,
maybe ive alr completed a few books.
ZzzzZZzzZzzzZZZZzzz.
But but but but.
I think I stupidly packed ALL my books into the storeroom.
HHHHHHAAAAHAAAA!!!!!-.-
Where to get even a storybook now leh?!
Maybe I should head down to the library tmr. (:
But I think..............
I better not.
Cause Ive NEVER completed a WHOLE storybook in my 19+years of life.
Except my literature books la dheey.
OH, & also, PS, I love you. (But I secretly skip a few pages)
LALALA-
If I were to borrow books from the library,
I can foresee letter from e library coming to my hse alr.
(Overdue - Fine)
LOL.
Then I'll be troubling Bb or anyone to go help me pay & drop the books.
Cause I might be too lazy by then.
o.O
Think I shall just wait & see if any book pops out in my room.
(Sometimes, when you dont look for IT, IT just appears)
-.-
But I think I really stuff it all into the storeroom alr.
So, yeaa lor.
Shall end my post abruptly.
Cause, IMMA GO HANG CLOTHES FROM THE WASHING MACHINE ALRR.
Woooohooo,
Imma huanglianpo-.-

2010-05-17T18:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA! :D

Celebrated granny's bday ytd at Noble Restaurant.
( I think that's the name )
Time flies.
I rem last year when we celebrated her bday &
now, it's here again.
& yea,
soon..
It will be June.
& all my friends bday will be here as well..
& ALSO..... MINE. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAH!
My mum's bday is in June too!
& Nike's too! -.-
Furthermore,
June is a very special month for Bb & I! (:
After June..
IT'S JULY!!!!!!! (Durhhhh)
& Lil Javier's EDD is in July!
CANT WAIT! :D
Come to think of it,
Ive been preggie for almost a YEAR alr-.-
10mths = 2mths away from a year.
So it's really like almost year isnt it?
& then lamee Bb asked me..
He : How old will Lil Javier be when he's out ah??
Me : Huhhh O.O...... Errrr..... 0MTHS?
He : Huhh... But, he's inside for so many mths.. come out 0mths?
Me : Errr.. Then you celebrate his 1year old bday 2mths after he come out lor.
-Slience-
LOL!!!!
LALALALALALA..
RANDOM BUT, YAY!!!!
The toaster just *TINGGG*
Means,
My Sunshine pizza is toasted!
I shall go get it 1st.
*licks lip*
Yummmyyummmyyummmy..
I LOVE CHEESEEE PIZZZA.
Totally rockadoodledooos!
Anyway,
if you guys have yet to try Canadian Pizza's Super Cheese (I think that's the one luh)..
GO TRY IT.
IT'S AWEEESOOOOMEEEE!
EHH. 7pm alr.
I shall go watch teeeveeee.
Anyways, im gonna be so bored till 10+/11pm.
Cause Bb will be back only by then.
UGH.
Zzzzzzzz.
tata

Clumsy me

2010-05-12T19:31:00.003+08:00

Im watching the 7pm Channel8 drama now..
This show has many episodes man.
Just like Holland Village.
But okay luh.
It's a nice show! :D
My mum's gonna buy BurgerKing back for me.
Told ya imma P.I.G.
Anyway,
Im totally CLUMSY now.
Guess what??
Ytd, I wanted to finish cooking dinner before Bb reaches home.
Then when I took the eggs out,
I happily slip 1 outta my hand-.-
PIAK. The yolk all over the floor.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew.
Cleaned it up.
Continued.
Baby came home with 2 cups of bbtea. :D
So, I thought..
'I shall put it in the fridge before it melts!'
Sooooooo..
*Open fridge, put bbtea in*
*Close fridge*
-Continue scooping food outta the pot-
*Open fridge, BBTEA DROP*
PIAK,the plastic cup cracked & milktea with pearl was all over the floor.
I was so stun I tell you.
Until I stand there stare & do nth but shout
'SORRY! OMG! SORRY!'
But I just stand there & do nth.
-.-
Decided to pour loadsa water on the floor & use the mop
to clean the floor while draining excess water into the hole underneath stove.
Wahhhpianngg.
Im a retard duddddeeeeee.
Seriously.
Idk when will be the time I spoil my own lappie.
CHOYS.
Im gonna continue watching teeeveee alr!
(:

2010-05-11T16:30:00.004+08:00

My Cute Lil Hammies Bammies!!

Yo ho ho!
Im so boreddd.
Nobody's at home today (Except me - Duhh & Nike)
It was raining mad cat & dogs earlier on,
the whole hse was so dark that I decided to stay in my own room
& on the lights brightbright.
I can still hear the thunder now.
Although I love rainy days (sometimes),
but I dont like it when im all alone at home.
It makes the whole hse sooo darkk & glooomyy..
Zzzzzz.
So random,
but I miss cheerleading!
Shall join a team prolly next year?
(that's if ive time to) (:
I know im totally lagging..
BUT!
Bb & I just finished Season 1, 2 & 3 of Heroes.
Waiting for Season 4 to finish dl-ing.
So longgg siol.
*snores*
I wish it's July tmr..
Zzzzzzz.
OMGXZX. Imdamnbored.
OH YA!
Just wanted to say that Im damn disappointed with
the Durian Crepe that I longed for & ate few days ago.
Cause cause cause,
it tried to murder me. LOL.
There was this sharp small-medium sized plastic in it.
Lucky it poked my gum (Okay, not so lucky right)
so I know there's smth in there.
Wont ever buy the durian crepe there anymore (If I can control)
I shall go for Angie The Choice!
I know there's 1 near my place!!
Near but extremely inconvenient.
okay, contradicting.
There's no bus stop near the shop & it's like in the middle of nowhere.
But somewhere near my place.
It takes 30mins to get there by legs (slow walk)
Well, it's walkable if im not carrying a ball.
But as for now,
totally inconvenient.
Imma go shower alr!
Bb's ending work soon..
WOOHOOOO!
There's gonna be 1 less lonely girl~ (me lorhxzz) -.-
Toodles! Go eat Noodles!
♥

2010-05-08T15:28:00.003+08:00

Brought Nike for grooming ytd!
& THE WEATHER WAS MAD HOT!
Ughhh.
Left him there while Bb & I went for a short lunch
at Mcdons, walked around a lil..
BOUGHT 2 OF MY FAV DURIAN CREPE! :D
Eating at Mcdons made me breathless. (Literally)
It was so crowded!
Everyone's snatching my oxygen.
LOL!
I get so easily outta breath recently.
Okay, not just recently.
The groomer called after a while to tell us we can pick him up alr.
So, happily, we went back!
(I CANT WAIT TO GET HOME._.)
when I saw Nike's hair,
I was *speechless*.
Bb & I totally agreed that the groomer cut
Nike's hair according to her own hair style.
Couldn't stop laughing on the way home..
But aiya, no matter what style,
Nike will still be CUTE!
(ugly but adorable - I was just kidding)
will post pics of his new groomer-hairstyle soon!
It would be a lot more funny if I had a pic
of the groomer as well.. So can put side by side.
Okokay, I shall not be mean.
LALALALALA~

♥ My Growing Belly ♥

2010-05-06T19:17:00.008+08:00

Hohoho..
Woke up earlier at abt.. 1+pm?
Sleep walked to get milo cereals..
Went back to sleep str8 after eating=/
(Imma Piggg)
Just woke up again at around 7pm(:
Good luck on trying to sleep tonight.
Nevermind, I'll just disturb Bb then.
HAHAHA!
Throughout the sleep, dad kept coming into the room-.-
Disturbia~
Anyway,
TAKE A LOOK AT MY GROWING BELLY! ♥
Top Left - Most Current Date,
Bottom Right - Very 1st pic months ago.
It might not look like it's growing bigger but instead smaller.
BUT.
NOO. It's getting bigger.
It's just that.
I dont mark a spot on the floor everytime I take a pic of my belly what.
So obviously,
it may look different from different distance/angle.
(:

I can feel that it's gonna grow a lot more in these 2months++ more
before Lil Javier comes! (I 'FEEL' -.-)
Yohoho!
Baby Cot is coming in at the start of next month.
Wheee, a birthday present for me.
Ya right.
Im not the 1 sleeping in it. HAHA!
Gotta bring Nike for grooming tmr.(:
I think he'll he happy.
His hair is so heavy until he cant run alr.
JUST KIDDING.
It's because he cant see clearly, not that it's too heavy.
CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM IN SHORTER HAIRDO!
I shall go watch the 7pm drama alr!
Tata! ♥

2010-05-05T22:12:00.005+08:00

Saw this & couldn't stop laughing!
But it's a bit SICK uhh.
Like, seriously.
What's gonna come out? Cadog?
Okay, maybe it's not even like, REAL.
HAHA! GOGO, Enjoy!

2010-05-05T13:31:00.002+08:00

Was rolling around the bed before waking up cause lil javier kept kicking. (:
Then I tried to go back to sleep.
After a while, bb had to wake up for work. Zzz
It was a bit shiok to sleeep cause it was drizzling(I think)
Anyways, then he went for work :(
So now Im growing mould again.
Hoho..
Had another weird dream.
I think it's becoming so frequent that it's not weird anymore.
I wonder what's everyone doing now.
Busy working? Studying?
Durhh, then moulding like me meh? -.-
Im eating chicken rice now.
Yay, pump more fats to lil J & err, myself.
It's just another 10more weeks to 38weeks!
Which I hope Lil J will come out. :D
Pls dont be earlier than 37weeks or later than 40weeks?
Good boy horr.
Btw, I think he prefers my kidneys today instead of ytd's rib cage. =/
Omgooodness.
Im so bored.
Gonna blog hop & watch drama alr.
Tata! ♥

New look, fatter me

2010-05-04T13:08:00.014+08:00

Just for a new look, Baby help me edit my blogskin a lil. (:
Anyway, it's been a longgg time since I last blogged about anything.
After months of growing mould at home,
it struck me that I better note all these down somewhere (Thought of blogging then)
before life moves too fast for me
& I dont have a place where I can look back & reminisce.
Throughout these months of growing mould,
Ive been learning & reading a lot (Not relevant to school subjects though) - hoho!
I cant wait for lil javier to come out.
But then,
I know that I'll have lesser time for myself, hubby, family & all.
Then again, I think ive been holding a ball for about..
7mths alr! -.-
Really not easy.
Even sleeping well is an issue.
How to sleep well when i've all the weirdest dreams coming in.
Another prob is being overly emotional for the simplest thing.
I know I havent been exactly the most ideal friend to most of my friends
im close to because Im not making an effort to meet up with you all.
Esp. friends in sec school.
I think I lost like half of you all.
But now, Im comfirm chop that I lost all of you.
(Not that it's a proud thing to say here)
But, I just hope that.. if you are reading this,
it's not that i dont treasure our 'planned' meetups (which i'll last min cancel)
But within these 3years..
so many things happened, there's so much to do..
Yes I know, this is not an excuse.
Meet up can take how long right?
& if I really treasure & want something, there will definitely be time to do it.
I'm truly sorry about this.
Just a text from you, can actually lead me to tears early in the morning.
The feeling of knowing that Im at fault but I no longer want to explain
to fix the situation anymore because I cant be sure if I'll not let this repeat again
is smth that no amount of words can express.
Idk how or rather what to tell you anymore other than
I really treasure our friendship even though we havent been meeting.
I know again this is just cheap talk to you.
Because, you would think that if it means that much to me,
I would have alr dragged my lazy bum out to meet you longg ago.
I really cant say much other than I really do treasure this friendship.
It's up to you to take it or not.
No hard feelings. Cause, I know Im the one that has been
postponing our meet ups.
Piang. I feel that Ive been living in my own cave.
I havent met up with anyone for months.
Other than my wedding day.
Ok, So, Im really a lousy friend.
But just to let you all know,
me not meeting you, does not mean that I dont treasure our friendship!
I wish we all live in the same block so I can stalk you everytime you all come home
since Im so free now.
-.-
KIDDING. BUT IM SERIOUS.
I miss you all so much.
But Im so fat now that I cant lift my ass off the bed & walk outta d hse.
okay, kidding again.
(Btw, I gained A LOT of KGS!!!!! UGHHHHHHHH!! But still can walk luh.)
Im a piece of lard.
Lard that has mouth to add on more lard.
Okay. I think I should stop demoralising myself. (:
Anyway, continuing from the ultrasound pictures I posted up previously,
here's new ones!

It's a boy..
I know it's very hard to tell from the pictures.(Durhh)
Gynae took a pic of lil javier's 'secret weapon'..
But when I look at it, I dont know how to see. (I noob, I know-.- But I know some of you also cant see!)
Have been thinking of names recently.
& I think I'll settle with
Keith Ryus Lee Javier En-Kai/Qiang(?)/JunHao
Idk En-Kai / En-Qiang OR JunHao..
What do you think??
I cant wait.
Time is crawling.
I wanna hold lil javier, be able to roll around on the bed, go jogging & all.
-.- It's been so longgg.
But meanwhile, I shall enjoy growing mould.
Toodles.

PS: I think lil javier's playing music with my ribcage. :D

By the way, this is Nike! Our new doggie that I adopted & got scolded for BUT, accepted alr! (Rejected only by Dad actually)

Amazing Growth,

2010-02-02T01:26:00.005+08:00

1st UltraSound;

2nd UltraSound;

3rd UltraSound;

4th UltraSound;

(:

2009

2009-09-16T15:39:00.007+08:00

Just got home & many thoughts were running through
my head while on the way home.
Life in 2009 is one rollercoaster ride.
But thankfully, it will be gone soon!
Urm, in bout 3mths time?? (;
I pray 2010 be a fabulous year for me.
AMEN.
Anyways, it's the exams now.
AGAIN.
Promos 2.
But it will be over next week. (:
After that, we can relax on our H2 subjects!
Wheeeeehaww!
[No more studying for it for this year]
I cant wait for all these to end.
But of course,
after promos.
School will be focusing on our H1 subjects cause the 'A's is this year end.
JIA YOU, everyone! (:
talking bout H1,
tmr's Math paper.
& ive not touched Math at all.
But, i dont think i'll anyway.
My math is hopelessly hopeless._.
God give me a miracle.
I really dont know bout my school.
I was late for school twice this week.
So, im over 7times late.
& im suppose to not be able to take my exams
due to latecoming.
The school's latecoming system is so screwed up.
I know that there are other schools that take latecoming
much more seriously that my school.
But,
what's the point of not taking results into consideration
because of latecoming?
I dont see a good link.
Maybe they think it will scare students & motivate em to
come early for sch otherwise they wont be able to
promote cause exam results will be ZERO?
In my opinion, it doesnt work that way.
It's not like not taking exam results into account will
teach students to never be late again in the future,
& even for work next time.
I think there are better ways than this.
But I think my school wants lesser population?
So, they are doing this to kick pp out?
Cause apparently,
they stereotype &
think that students that are late for more
than a number of time tend to be the ones who fail exams.
Idk. Nevermind.
Im not running the school._.
So, forget it.
I just hope they will drop my case & not highlight my name.
=/
Put aside school stuff,
these 2mths were the best yet the worse.
Thank you to all those friends that stood beside me,
supporting me, encouraging me, helping me.
This goes esp out to Xinyi. (:
Thank you for being my part-time bf,
accompanying me here & there,
worrying with me for endless matters,
everything.
I love you, girl. (:
Im gg to take a nap now~
Im as tired as a a car tyre.
o.O
Goodnight sweethearts. <3

Ps:GoodbyebutIlyouBabyK/BabyJ.
Youllalwaysbeonmymind,
inmyheart.

2009-08-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

I thank God that Ive found my Baby. (:
He's everything that I ever wanted & needed.
<3

2009-07-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

Omg. Had poa paper today.
I think im dead.
My disposal account suck.
& marks can be easily obtained from there.
But I did mine wrongly.
What more,
I crapped through my theory qns &
found out that i change a 6marks ans which i written
correctly initially to a totally wrong ans.
Good luck Chelle.
=(

2009-06-29T18:39:00.001+08:00

TODAY, THE PROMOS HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED!
Had Management Of Biz Paper 1 today.
So, that's 1 down!
& down as in like, half way down.
It's only Paper 1-.-
I wonder why it has to be separated.
But uhhwells!
Tmr's Econs.
Can't wait for this to end.

Ps : I love BabyE.R. <3

2009-06-01T02:05:00.002+08:00

I just had a wake up call.
Ughhhhhhhhh.
I hate myself today.
Im feeling damn guilty.
This could have cost me the lives of pp i love
& some unknowns which are super uncivilized.
But, UGH.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF.

2009-05-20T22:09:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since i felt this way again.
I think M deserves credit for all that she had taken from D.
I shall grow up to be strong like M.
Once glass is shattered,
no matter into how many pieces,
no matter how hard you try to piece it back tgt,
a part of it is missing.
Just that tiny chipped off glass makes the
whole incomplete.
The pieces wont fit in anymore.
No matter how hard you try to mend it,
it will never be the same.
There are cracks on it.
But true enough,
you can always buy a new one to replace the old.
Even though it may not hold the same value.
I believe it takes effort and time to 'bring' value into it.
Just like how when you've been hurt,
you'd feel broken & shattered.
No amount of explanations can cure the heartache.
But with time,
the trust may be rebuilt once again.
& the heartache gone.

Then again,
how many times can a broken heart heal?
I wonder.

2009-05-18T15:31:00.001+08:00

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain 
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t know why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver 
So look at me and listen to me because…

I don’t want to stay another minute 
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say 
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken 
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts 
I never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way I let go 
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations 
There isn’t anything that you can do 
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver 
So you will listen when I say baby… 

I don’t want to stay another minute 
I don’t want you to say a single word 
Hush hush 
Hush hush 
There is no other way, I get the final say 
Because… 
I don’t want to do this any longer 
I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say 
Hush hush 
Hush hush 
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken 
Baby hush hush 

No more words
No more lies
No more crying

No more pain
No more hurt 
No more trying 

I don’t want to stay another minute 
I don’t want you to say a single word 
Hush hush 
Hush hush 
There is no other way, I get the final say 
Because… 
I don’t want to, do this any longer 
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say 
Hush hush 
Hush hush 
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken 
Baby hush hush

2009-05-14T23:25:00.004+08:00

Today's d 2nd day back at work!
Have been rushing down to work after school.
But so far, all's good!
Thank you so much xin, for accompanying me down
to clarke quay on the 1st day! (=
Though I was late._.
HAHA!
But ohwells, ALL'S GOOD.
SOMETHING FUNNY but DUMB happened today.
J asked to me transfer all the paper in the thin purple file
into the new thick yellow file.
So, I did as told. [Durh]
Then she said, okay.
Help me write the word 'Ion' here-->pointing to the flat front of the file.
So, i drew & 'deco-ed' the word.
Then I happily showed her the end product.
Then she was like.
WAHHH! 'NI GENG WO CHA DIAO!
YAO JIAO CHAI DE LEH! WO JIANG XIE
ZAI PANG BIAN LUHH!'
Then I was like.
O.O!!!!!!! FAINTS.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
So I said SORRYSORRY! I bring home try to wipe away!
& I did it with da NailPolish Remover.
LOL LUH.
WTF.
This is how it looks like ;

BAHAHAHHAAH.
I know I know.
Imagine when the Jap Boss sees this.
He'd be like.
OMGZX. Why why why. Why did I hire her?!
._.
Anyways,
8more days till S is back!
LALALALALA!
Alright, shall go to bed.
There's rehearsal tmr & then work again.
(=
love you babies. <3

2009-05-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

YOYO~
Guess who's beside..
Okay, BEHIND me?!
It's.....
*Drumroll*
XINYI!
LOL._.
We're currently eating HokkienMee!
& It's DAMN SHIOK!
TO DA MAX!
Heees.
Apparently, this is another unplanned stayover.
But, Im lurviinnn every bit of it!
Love da company esp. (=
*off to eat noodle*

2009-05-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! [ But, poor kitty=( ] ;

2009-05-04T23:42:00.007+08:00

School was HOT today.
Literally.
I was feeling warm half the time.
UGH.
Anyways,
when I got home,.
i wanted to toast some nuggets.
[Hungryyyyyyy]
Opened the fridge & saw this ;

It's called Kasper IceCream!
HAHA!
Kewwwt shitzx!
So,
I HAD TO EAT IT.
=/
& guess what?!
Ive yet to shower!
So, i shall go now!
Toodles! <3
[Just had to show the Kasper icecream]

2009-05-01T14:45:00.014+08:00

Yooohoooo!
Here I am blogging once again!
haahha..
I FINALLY caught '17Again' yesterday!
Wanted to watch it even before it came out.
I think im a suckaa for DisneyChannel Movies._.'
But uhhwell.
I still think they are nice!
LOL.
Although somewhat fairytalelish.
But 17Again was really sweet.
It's about this guy wanting to 're-do' his past so
that he wont feel like sucha loser now.
But when it really did happen, he realise that he would
relive his life just the same way because he did not make
the wrong decision.
[When he was younger, he left halfway during his biggest
bball match because his gf was pregnant & wanted to leave him.]
& yea, he left halfway thru the match to chase after her
& told her that he'd be with her through all these.
Years down, they got married.
But,
he kinda stop showing his wife how much he loves her
because he's caught up with his own work & all.
The wife felt so alone all these while & she wanted a divorce.
Yada yada yada,
then when he went back to the past,
he got reminded of everything &
when he finally came back to present.
He explained to his wife.
It was the sweetest scene ever.
He said he was sorry for forgetting he has sucha wonderful lady by his side
& sorry that he has caused so much hurt but he will spend the rest of his lifetime
making it up to her.
It was superrrr sweeeet.
The show was rather funny as well!
Like when the wife saw how the boy look so much like her husband
when he was younger & all.

All the things Zac Efron(he played the role of the husband's younger times)
did when he know his wife was gg on a date with some other guy.
When the wife talked about her husband, the backyard that she wanted to reconstruct
without knowin that Zac Efron was actually her husband himself.
He must have felt so damn guilty luhh.
But he was really sweet because he constantly kept his eye on her.
Overall, the show was really sweet.
It made me tear at many parts.
Damn embarrassing.
I think married couples should really watch it.
Oh oh!
All in relationship should watch it as well!
I think it will strengthen the relationship &
put life into relationships that has died down after years of bein tgt..
Yupyup.
So, the show is really fantastic!

This afternoon,
I woke up, showered.
On the television while eatin mummy's fried rice,
DisneyChannel was showin Movies after movies.
& it was showin 'The Shaggy Dog' at that time.

It was a great show as well!
A BIT absurd BUT.
Still, a very sweet, funny & touchin show.

After which was,
MinuteMen.

HAHA!
It was boring INITIALLY (to me)
Then after a while, it gets interesting.
It was pretty sweet as well.

& I realise all the 3movies reminded me of one thing.
We should never forget who we love, the ones important to us,
we must never stop showin them appreciation even if you get tired
after years of doin it & we should do it with our heart. (=
Never let something go & regret.

Alright, it's gg 430pm now.
I shall go get ready!
Mum & I will be heading out to buy stuff for home!
So, till then!
Love yaa babies.

Ps: When Im married, Id love to have a backyard just like how
it is in the movie. Absolutely gorgeous.

Cant really be seen. But, look! The lighting's simple yet gorgeous!

2009-04-20T02:25:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA! <3
(I know she will never read my blog but yeaa!)

Today we celebrated our Granny's Bday at some hotel near ShentonWay.
Superrrr SHIOK!
I think my tummy is like a netball now.
OH OH!!!
I ate prawns covered with cripsy oats.
Omgzx. It was FANTASTIC luh!!
The diced chicken with dried chilli was YUMMILICIOUS as well! :D
My mouth is watering again now.
Not to mention,
the mango pudding was nice as well!!
Honeydew sago!
LALALALA!
SHUDDUP.
I might as well say everything's fab!
._.'
Good luck to me tmr.
Im gonna gain weight & pp lifting me up will kill me.
I think im so damn disorganised.
I feel so zzzz every Sunday night.
Having to stay up till this unearthly hour finishing up my schwork.
(which I usually will never be able to finish all)
Whats wrong with me?!
Ive Friday night, whole of Sat and half of Sun(due to the celebration)
to complete my work.
BUT.
I only started doing it after the celebration.
Why am I sucha last minute worker.
UGHH.
I hate rushing.
But, Im always rushing.
Be it for school or for homework.
Lalalalala.
But anyways,
Ive managed to complete my PI's 2nd draft & GP essay.
Im erm.. left with Chinese zuoye(which i dont plan to do by today),
chinese zuowen(which i dont even have the qns paper..HOHO!) &
Urm, ive yet to revise for Accounting test tmr.
I seriously suck at accounts.
UGHH.
I need to start concentrating in class & STOP YAKKING AWAY!
Okayzx.
I'd try. (:
Anyhoos, it's 240am right now.
Ive to wake up at 6am..
Shower, get ready, yadayada.
Tmr's a long day:(
Until 525pm.
& there's cheerleading pract afterwards!
YAY!
Something for me to look forward to! <3
Alrightie pants!
I shall jump onto my bouncybouncysmacksmack bed alr!
Nightnight babies! (:

Ps: Guys like YOU deserve to get bang down by a lorry.

2009-04-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

All this time I was wasting
hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
but not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
cause it's worked each time before

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away no
You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no
You're not sorry...no, no, no, no
no, no, no, no
no, no, no, no

2009-04-07T18:32:00.004+08:00

WOOOSHH!
Im using Kl's newnew lappie to update!
:D
It's cost price is $2000++
Muahhahahahaha!! =/
Alright,
im suppose to do PI.
But first, MA KAN! :D
Xo, <3
[/edit]
YAY!
We finished all the tunghooon!
I feel satisfied.
I LOVE TUNGHOON!
& on top of that, it's TOMYAM soup-based! <333
Feeel daah lurrviinn`
._.'
Kl just said that Im doin EVERYTHING else except what im
suppose to be doing-PI.
=/ Xin & I are craving for Choc bigtimee.
Dan just went down to buy for us!
Seriously speaking, I cant concentrate.
I keep getting distracted.
Kl is watching CARTOOOON. Okay, Anime.
Xin is already doing her PI.
Here i am, youtubing NONSTOP & blogging.
I think.
It's due to the fact that I wanna keep typing & typing due to the super
duper nice keypadd on the lappie.
I like the sound it produces!
*ti ti ti ti ti ti ti ti* <3
I so wanna get a lappie.
But, yes.
CONTROL. (:
UGHHH!
I shall go get on with PI.
BUT. Im sure this wont be the last edit of da dayyy!
Love ya babygirls & boys.

Ps : I give up on you, on us, on this. Until you find yourself.

[/EDIT]
Homed!
Showered!
PI completed!
Has the fastest bus ride home on 854.
VrroooomVrroooom Bus!
Had fun with bubbles! <3
Self entertainment & amusement.(:
Im so shagged.
Goodnight babies.
Actually, MY LAPPIE IS PRETTY NICE TO TYPE LUHH!
[comforting myself]
Sugardreamzx! <3

Tag : PI, tomyam tunghoon, friends, chinese songs, anime, FARTS.

2009-04-06T01:07:00.001+08:00

I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that
she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride.

I'd be her.

2009-04-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

Sunshine After The Rain.
Another week's overr!
Time flies.
It's already April.
Soon, June. :D
Then, Promos.
Then, gosh.
Half a year is gone!
Brb, im gg to heartland mall to get BBTEAA with mummy!
BubbleTea BubbleTea BubbleTea!!
*chants*
GONE.
[/edit]
Im back!
(:
I bought a lot of stuff!
Buying makes me a happier person!
=/
LOL.
Anyway, the ulcer on my tongue due to braces is killing me.
Its never gg to heal because when it's ABOUT to get better,
it gets stuck in the metal & when i pull,
it bleeds.
OUCHH.
Imagine the pain!
Im thinking bout a lot of things.
But im gonna push all those thoughts aside.
On the other hand,
I wanna get a pair of proper cheerleading shoes.
:(
Dont know if i will really use them in the future.
But, nevertheless..
Ive thoughts of buying one!
Maybe,
IF. possible..
I'll ask mummy if she wants to go shop around with me for it.
=/
the possibility of her agreeing is about... 50%?
Worth the try! (:
Anyways, Im currently doing papercut!
So, id get on with it.
Take care babies! <3

2009-03-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

Love me without fear.
Trust me without questioning.
Need me without demanding.
Want me without restrictions.
Accept me without change.
Love me for who i am.

2009-02-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

Then again, I want to emphasize;

These sweethearts,
I love a lot. (=
Thankyou..

2008-12-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

Youre sucha Biatchh, A.

WORK WORK WORK!

2008-11-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

Did Morning shift today..
was rather blur puhhleasee.
Idk what to do.
Like things youve to settle in the morning & stuff.
For eg, taking out ytd's cash from a place & then placing em
in e cashbox & yadayada.
I mean, I didnt know where's the place.
Rather toot.
In the end, the guy 'delivered' it to me. =/
Dua Pai siazx.
LOL.
Anyway,
while working, I got to know the 'neighbours' better.
& best okay.
He was once that guy whom I thought,
'Wow. Whats wrong with this guy's hair.'
Till now,
'Kae, i was wrong. This guy's cool.'
I mean seriously,
except for the fact that he's skinny.
But his new haircut made him look so much much much better!
He & his partner are DAMN crappy.
Lame like nobody's business.
Trying to speak chinese to my customers only to ALMOST scare em off.
._.
So anyway, tmr's my off!
WHEEES.
I can replenish my zzz.
=D
I will be working FullShift on Mon at ClarkQuay!
Then Tue at CK Tangs A Shift.
Damnn, just when im getting use to sales at Taka.
But well,
COME ON,
BE F! for F.L.E.X.I.B.L.E!
Haha!
Ohgosh, speaking of which.
XMAS IS COMING!
The deco in Town's up & they look so pretty in the night.
Really lovely. (=
Alright sayangs,
im a lil zombified already.
Taas! <3

2008-11-28T22:39:00.001+08:00

So ive shifted from blogger to livejournal
& now, back to blogger again.
Cause i realise that seriously,
blogger is much more user-friendly.
(=
& there's so many things happening in my life right now.
Rather unlucky.
I lost my Samsung Omnia.
& it's only say.. 1month+ old?!
Everything's so new & all.
Lucky fella that picked up my phone.
But asshole to you for not reporting it.
I hope it's someone poor that picked it up.
At least im doing Charity that way.
That day was the WORSE day of my life.
I reached home only to realise my phone is gone.
& guess where i last used it?
On the way walking home.
So of course,
i walked e route about 3times
hoping i would find my phone lying on the ground.
But no, the phone was already off after a while.
& it rained.
So sadly, I went home. =(
& the best part of the story is,
i went out to search only with keys hooked around my finger.
& when I got home, i wanted to open the door..
THEN.
I realised the keys were not on my finger anymore!
Now, tell me im so cool.
That's the worse day of my life.
Thankfully Danny lend me a spare Nokia phone for now.
But anyway,
Starhub gave me a $100 voucher that can be used to offset from
any phone's retail price.
When to PS today & all the phones are so damn ex.
Mummy didnt wanna buy in the end.
& i wasnt really ready to get any ex phone again.
So we trained back to Kovan.
Then we walked around the 2nd hand hp shops..
& i saw a N80 that i thought was good enough to last me
up till the next time my plan is elligible for 2year plan upgrade.
So, TA DAH!
I got a N80 for $150 with all the adaptor, earpiece, memory card &
an extra battery.
[Keep it to yourself if you think that it's still too ex. I will be upset if you tell me that.]
BUT.
All my contacts are gone. =(
So, people of my life!
Do drop me your contact no! =D
Alright, so now I dont feel AS bad.
Cause I can return Dan his hp already. (=
Work has been fine..
Very fun & entertaining i must say.
Although majority of e pp working there are younger than me.
LOL.
Time passed by much faster than when I was working at Raffles.
[Probably cause there wasnt any HUGEE-LOOKING clock behind me so
that I see e time each time i turn around to get things]
Time's like a snail while working there man.
It's really THAT BAD.
Hurh.
Alright, so Im working Morning Shift tmr.
& ohya, thank God today's my off day & that
i managed to get a phone. (=
& OH YA!
Saw SiewHwee at the bus stop while i was on the
way to DhobyGhaut.
Miss her so much luh.
ThankGod we all stay so near to one another!
=D
People of MyLife, may we never lose contact.
*Amen*
Alrightalright.
I shall go shower now.
=D Toodles!

2008-11-28T16:17:00.001+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party,
the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go
And I said Romeo,
take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and
I'll be the princess
It's a love story,
baby,
just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes,
escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh
'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go
And I said Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and
I'll be the princess
It's a love story,
baby,
just say yes
Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult,
but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh ohI got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said Romeo save me,
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head,
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story,
baby, just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you